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ah!
the sun arises
a fresh day
a new start
surely today i will not stumble
my gaze is fixed on the Lord
here i go out into the world

a cold wind greats me
it is no matter
for the Lord is an ever constant fire burning inside me

alas! what is that in the distant?
someone calling for help
but it didnt sound like help
yet the call was indeed missed
and so early on what should be a glorious morning
i have brought the storms
how long will i be so quick to disobey?

and thus a burden lays upon my shoulders
what have i done
i asked to see those ready to live
and what do i do but become a little girl

the night grows closer and the entire day begins to look brighter
but not for this fool
once more must i fail
for who would ever--
so easily angered they became
but i didnt speak for harm
and yet harm came
and in the darkness we all remain