Screams&Soars

running wild
calling for answers
silence responds
the chase for the next step begins
hearts broken
goodbyes never spoken

to ask "why" adds to the madness
stop all the wishes
breathe to stop fear's shake
one last glance brings heartache
don't shed the tears
it's time to leave here

the words fall short
wanting to scream for them
to have them come back once more
but they had to fly
longing for them hinders their journey
let them go
let your ways go
so you can soar
with the Way

mute side

silence
speaking to much
must be a fool near by
not understanding
should of known the answers
not worthy of explanations
ask a question
be mocked
don't ask people for help
it only bothers them


someday there will be people who teach
today there is only those who are selfish
and wish to learn

bend or break

"that's not what you should say
these words are better
you don't know who you are
you keep wearing masks
your words are immature
you are chaff in the wind
bend this way
break so we can mold you
here are plans
yes now turn down this path
papers, honors, ways
awards await you
just keep doing as we say"

Lord! who are these people?
Our ways are not your ways
I long for you
My heart cries out for you
i want my Potter to be the one who molds me
oh you sent one of your children!
"they aren't the boss of you!"
Glory and Honor and Praise belong to the Lord
He has not laid aside the plans He has for me.
Storms become serene as i see the Marvelous Light
leading me through the sea
I don't know where the Spirit is taking me
but the worries and fears are gone
i do what i must
and then i shall wait
and let the Spirit be the one who makes me bend and break

freedom

warning: boring blog ahead! waste of time to read!

i am so free! i deleted my fbook account forever!
people can be all the angry they want (yeah that sounded grammatically correct)
i dont care. it was eating my time. sure. just set a time limit for yourself. yeah. that was not working. i didnt have the will power, nor did i enjoy being on there. ah. what bliss. :)

oops

people
so easy to run from
so easy to miss
loneliness proclaimed to be bliss

time has not healed any wounds
it only made new ones
here there and far away
a part from all we knew
where are those who taught us
where are the ones we love
we spent to much fighting
and now we see tears from above

lies about each other whispered in our ears
stay away from this one
or have years of friendship full of jeers

one mistake
choice to make
stay away
keep the pain
of loneliness